The power of the invisible collar
I know how much My slave s. adores Me. he send Me proves of submission, love and obedience from all over Europe (see the naked in public pictures). he wanted to tell everybody who follows Me his story. So here it is:
I met the Great Goddess Ezada Sinn 17 months ago in Bucharest.
During my first session, Mistress put me a collar and a leash for a private session in her keep. Something new for me and very strong emotionally.
At the end She put it off.
Then I got the honor to spend some week-ends somewhere in Europe at her feet.
Every time the same ritual to put back the collar : when I met her, She indicates by a special sign : hand open then closed in a fist.
During my first session, Mistress put me a collar and a leash for a private session in her keep. Something new for me and very strong emotionally.
At the end She put it off.
Then I got the honor to spend some week-ends somewhere in Europe at her feet.
Every time the same ritual to put back the collar : when I met her, She indicates by a special sign : hand open then closed in a fist.
You could find more details about this sacred ceremony (https://mistressezada.com/
Because It’s a very special ceremony, a sacrament (I am not a religious believer but an Ezadasinnism believer).
The feeling when you live this transformation is so intense and You have a strange feeling, because in one side you feel that your Mistress take all the control on your body and mind, so it means that it’s very exciting and sensual but in the other side it means that you give the total control of your life, of your liberty to HER EMPRESS. So it’s also a frightening time mentally and it requires a huge confidence and trust that you give to HER. But it’s also that which symbolize a fusion.
The feeling when you live this transformation is so intense and You have a strange feeling, because in one side you feel that your Mistress take all the control on your body and mind, so it means that it’s very exciting and sensual but in the other side it means that you give the total control of your life, of your liberty to HER EMPRESS. So it’s also a frightening time mentally and it requires a huge confidence and trust that you give to HER. But it’s also that which symbolize a fusion.
The collar stayed in place longer and longer after each week-end. And from now I keep all the time we spend together : at the restaurant, at the hotel, in the museum, in the city,…
I cannot explain you How much I am afraid each time when we visit protected museum with X-Ray control (the collar is in metal). If it rings. I will have to show it to everybody and to explain to the guards why I can’t put off in front of the Mistress laugh’s.
I cannot explain you How much I am afraid each time when we visit protected museum with X-Ray control (the collar is in metal). If it rings. I will have to show it to everybody and to explain to the guards why I can’t put off in front of the Mistress laugh’s.
I remembered in Firenza (Italy), in front of Palazio Vecchio, She forced me to kneel down in front of everybody to kiss her Boots (I let You imagine how many people are on this place during the Easter week-end). Then She put my collar on my shirt. So no doubt for the public around me to see that I am the submissive of the Beautiful Fatale woman they have seen and admired.
I was ashamed, humiliated (put my eyes down looking my shoes) but also I start to feel a pride.
I was ashamed, humiliated (put my eyes down looking my shoes) but also I start to feel a pride.
I have a lot of magic time I could narrate You.
But the most important, i think are the following : When My Mistress will give me back My liberty, when she will put off My collar. Everytime, i have this nightmare or maybe this hidden dream to keep it forever.
Sometimes, She wants to afarid me by : forgetting the key of the collar at her Keep, loosing the key, leaving the collar until our next trip.
Everytime, She saw my fear, my anxiety in my eyes when She Told me :
“I don’t know where I put the key. It’s not a problem, I will leave You like that”. Looking in HER eyes, I could infer her sadistic smile. I never dare to ask My Goddess if She did it intentionally to test me, to provocate me, to belittle me so that to show that Her Power is Uncompromising. And She explain me without words that She own my life, my body as long as She want. I don’t know but at the deepest point of my mind,
But the most important, i think are the following : When My Mistress will give me back My liberty, when she will put off My collar. Everytime, i have this nightmare or maybe this hidden dream to keep it forever.
Sometimes, She wants to afarid me by : forgetting the key of the collar at her Keep, loosing the key, leaving the collar until our next trip.
Everytime, She saw my fear, my anxiety in my eyes when She Told me :
“I don’t know where I put the key. It’s not a problem, I will leave You like that”. Looking in HER eyes, I could infer her sadistic smile. I never dare to ask My Goddess if She did it intentionally to test me, to provocate me, to belittle me so that to show that Her Power is Uncompromising. And She explain me without words that She own my life, my body as long as She want. I don’t know but at the deepest point of my mind,
i started to love it. To love HER more more simply.
Finally, She found the key… this time.
Finally, She found the key… this time.
During the time between two trips with Mistress Ezada. I am sad, lack of Ezada, of Her power, of Her Beauty, of her Charm, of Her collar.I have a lack of energy, strength to be the best in my life.
Even if I have a lot of interesting projects in my professionnal life, I have the impression to be lost, i don’t know here I am and which direction I choose.
I need a guide. This guide is the leash attached to my collar that holds the hand of Mistress Ezada.
With this guide, i receive a lot of energy, a lot of attention, of complicity and I am ready to do everything in my life and of course in my submissive life to My Goddess.
After several weeks of thoughts, I told me that I feel this guide everyday, from far but I feel it a little bit. I feel an unvisible collar around my neck. I understood why I need to kneel down, naked in public, in front of beautiful landscape and to stay in waiting position. These moments are fleeting but I feel my mistress pulling my leash and forcing my collar to show that she don’t forget me, and even if we are separated by thousands of miles, I’m still under HER yoke and power. It’s a unique feeling. I adore it, it became a necessity, vitality for me.
To be honest, I dream every night and beg my Mistress each day during my daily prior so that the leash is becoming shorter and shorter, and for our next trip/meeting, She forget the key forever.
Be collared, more specifically by Mistress EZADA collar is not also an Humiliation, a submissive act, a powerful act, a sensual act, it is now a huge pride, great joy, indescribable happiness and a unique bond between HER and me.
I was convinced that offer, on my knees, the ring on the Mistress Ezada’s finger was the best proof of love for our D/s relationship; but I didn’t know that wearing Ezada’s collar with dignity and humility every day was the best in my life. Nothing on earth worth this honour and love.
I was convinced that offer, on my knees, the ring on the Mistress Ezada’s finger was the best proof of love for our D/s relationship; but I didn’t know that wearing Ezada’s collar with dignity and humility every day was the best in my life. Nothing on earth worth this honour and love.
Your faithful slave with Your unvisible collar