draft story by sattyr

Somehow I am fortunate enough to find myself humbled naked and kneeling before You, a Goddess I have worshipped and admired for over a decade, and I am excited as I am terrified which is helping to keep me flaccid as I kneel but I can feel my body tremble involuntarily in Your divine presence. I’d never expected to be able to worship You with my eyes so closely and also experience the scent of Your leather, perfume, and to be taken silently as Your feminine pheromones subconsciously work their power on my mind as Your silence combined with Your intense gaze make me feel almost like Your prey, but in the best way possible. Though time seems to have stopped now that I am gazing up at the ultimate image of feminine power in You there silently on Your throne holding your cat-o-nine whip I can’t help but let the situation affect me and I feel myself starting to become aroused. As You rise from the throne You tell me You have decided to take me as an acolyte and You want to begin by using You cat on me. I’m scared and intimidated but manage to meekly reply, ‘Yes Matriarch.’ You have me stand up before you and tell me to hold my hands above my head as I notice their are manacles above me You are lowering so You don’t have to stretch while binding my wrists in them. My heart is pounding and I am trying my hardest to let go and submit to You as you pull the manacles, now with my wrists in them, back up towards the ceiling and stretch me so my heels are just off the floor. I am helpless and exposed before one of the most powerful and sensual women to have ever walked the earth and I am in AWE trying to take it all in. You smile and stand back a foot or two surveying me silently again with that look that’s making me feel like Your prey. You walk behind me and I can hear the sound of Your boots across the floor now several feet away. I’m feeling especially vulnerable but notice with my arms stretched this way I can’t even turn my head to look behind me but I’m scared to try and turn my whole body so I remain as you left me but with a pounding heart and feeling very anxious about what I may have got myself into. I can hear Your boots coming back in my direction but more slowly like You are taking Your time. As You get a bit closer I can again begin to smell Your leather and perfume and I can feel my heart beat even faster. I feel Your gloved fingers tracing down my shoulders and I know You can feel me tremble as you lightly go down my back, bottom and feel You trace them lightly between my thighs. I’m terrified but also becoming more aroused and feel myself leaking like I am for You right now Matriarch… I feel Your face very close to me and can feel Your breath on my neck behind me as You lean in and suck on my earlobe before whispering into my ear ‘relax and submit to Me’ as You place a very good blindfold on me depriving all light from my eyes.
06:49 PM

I want to relax and submit as You told me but I’m even more scared and my heart is pounding until I feel Your hand stroking me and hear Your voice telling me I am safe with You and to trust You. I can feel myself relaxing with the calming touch of Your gloved hand. Again I hear Your boots behind me making Your way away from me to what sounds like across the room. I hear some kind of cabinet open up and my heart begins to pound even harder. I was a bit scared about the cat but now I am without sight and as vulnerable as possible for a man to be tied as I am. I hear You walk back towards me and take a seat in Your throne again. I halfway wish I could see you but am also a bit glad not to have to meet Your gaze in my current mental state. You tell me you know you promised me kisses from Your cat but You wanted to make sure You didn’t damage some of the more delicate parts. Now I was getting more scared… I suddenly feel you pushing my balls though a small ring and I can’t help but jerk my body in surprise which hurts since You have a good grip and again You tell me to ‘relax and submit.’ I’m too scared to be hard as I feel You stuff my penis through the ring as well and instantly caging it as well as You used the key to locked my package into Your chastity device. We hadn’t talked anything about this other than on Your LoyalFans messages and You have totally rocked my world while making me feel more submissive and owned than ever before. You begin to explain the chastity will protect my delicate penis from the cat as You begin to use it first on my bottom and taking Your time with it all over my body. You tell me if I am lucky and You get aroused by my submission and my service I may get the honor of You riding my face to orgasm which insured I was going to strive to give You my best Matriarch. I could feel You take Your time to whip almost ever part of my totally exposed body. It wasn’t harsh but it hurt and I knew I would have pink marks almost everywhere for a few days after I left Your chamber. After you were finished I could feel Your heat and smell both Your perspiration and Your arousal and I prayed I’d be allowed closer to Your temple. You lowered my arms all the way and told me to again kneel still tied. I heard motion behind me and You told me to sit and slide back as I felt a soft towel or carpet. You told me to hold still as I felt you place a ball gag to my lips and I instinctively opened my mouth to accept it even though I am terrified I am trying to submit and trust You as you connect the strap firmly locking the gag into my mouth. Now blindfolded and gagged with my hands tied in front of me I feel You placing Your now bare hand on my shoulder gently pushing me back while guiding my head to a pillow. I’m now lying on a soft blanket or carpet as I can feel You standing over me and I feel pulling on the ropes that bind my wrists as You pull them over my head so I am totally stretched out before You on my back.
06:50 PM

The smells and sounds are different now. I’m not hearing the sounds of flexing leather, its smell, but I am aware of Your womanly scent and perfume right as I feel You being to straddle my head with Your knees on the same pillow You placed my head on. I can’t see anything but I can feel Your heat and I am intoxicated by Your scent just a few inches above my face. I can feel the cage suddenly getting very tight as my penis tries to salute Your presence so close to me. As I feel Your though brushing me cheeks as You lower Your pantied mound of Venus onto my face as You slowly begin to brush them lightly against the ball gag in my mouth as I began to understand what was happening. Your scent and soft thighs took over my world and the cage was tight as my arousal couldn’t be stopped. I began to feel Your posture on my lips as Your panties started to get wet the more aroused Your grinding made You. You begin telling me You know I am surprised You placed me in chastity without asking but tell me I am benefitting from it and You know I can feel how aroused You are because of it. You tell me what is arousing You even more is knowing You are going to leave it on me when You dismiss me. Especially, You add, since You know I am rekindling an old relationship… I can feel Your panties are now drenched and I am intoxicated with Your aroma. You tell me when the time comes where she wants to become intimate You want me to put here in touch with You and ask to be able to use Your caged penis. I’m as terrified as I am excited as I feel you grinding to orgasm against my ball gag as the words escape Your lips.
==== I hope You found my efforts pleasing and arousing Matriarch. I put all my effort into it this morning and am happy I had the opportunity.