mantra of a slave

i know that that slavery to You is for life. You control everything. You know everything. Your power is total and tolerates no defiance or resistance.
i accept my lowly and worthless status as just one of so many hundreds of male slaves who are under the rule of Your whip. Please Goddess, take my submission and never again allow me to forget that i am Your collared slave, just one of many. I will sign the Contract of lifelong slavery, kneeling before You, my vows of obedience to You recited out loud in the presence of witnesses of Your choice. i will be branded personally by You with the mark of Your ownership, my slave number. The mark that forever binds me to You, and identifies me to all Women that i am Your property. Yours completely. Yours alone.

my Goddess Ezada Sinn, You are the One Goddess, my all-powerful Owner and Ruler. i worship only You, i belong to You alone. In body, mind and soul i am Your rightful and lawful property.
i feel Your presence, my Goddess. Your power is with me at all times, controlling my mind, dominating my thoughts, demanding my total submission.
i pray to You, Supreme Goddess, call me again to Your presence, to worship again before Your Throne, to kneel in total surrender to Your power. Take me ever deeper into true and complete submission. Show me absolute Female Domination. Let me feel the reality of Your Absolute Power.
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in my sleep, in my dreams, when I wake, there is You. i feel Your power constantly, unrelentingly. i wake aroused, but immediately am crushed by the spikes of my chastity, so there is no relief. i feel the pressure of the collar around my neck, and i remember the sacred moment of my collaring. I remember the sting of Your whip and Your cries of ecstatic pleasure as You deliver each stroke upon my body. i remember the merciless grip of the steel on my neck, wrists and ankles which held me kneeling at the foot of Your bed, helplessly worshipping Your feet as You brought Yourself several times to climax.
i remember and i submit, my Goddess. I am Your slave. I know that I live and breathe only to suffer for You and to serve You. I know that i can never escape, because at a single word of command from You i will always be again at Your feet, eager to surrender to my only Goddess, to please Her, to worship Her, to obey Her.
Your humble and devoted property, prisoner and slave ES795414c

 

my Goddess, since You put inside my head the idea that one day, when You decide, i may be forced to take Your caviar, i think of it constantly. The thought has taken on a life of its own, coming into my head whenever it chooses and taking control of my mind. Of course You knew that it would. Because You control my mind. Your power is always with me, keeping me enslaved and waiting patiently for Your command. You know that I cannot resist or escape, that my submission to You grows deeper all the time. You know that You can make me do anything, endure anything, accept anything. You have total power.
You are the only Goddess whose divine champagne i have taken. I remember so clearly the first time, savouring the warm saltiness, drinking it so reverently and devotedly, worshipping You, submitting to You more completely with every mouthful, feeling Your power spreading its control deep within me, taking me always deeper into helpless slavery to You.
Supreme Goddess Ezada Sinn, i worship You, i belong to You. If it is Your Will, i will take Your caviar. It will be the ultimate act of worship and submission. i cannot imagine it. It has always been well beyond my limits. But if it is Your will, my Goddess, then my total submission is Your absolute right and i will humbly obey. i can never know where or when, but Your will must be done.

 

Your property ES795414C humbly submits its activity report.

The effect of being a numbered slave is psychologically very powerful. It doesn’t of course change the fact of Your ownership of my body, but it has a deep effect inside my head. It is objectifying, depersonalising, and very humbling. i imagine how the Register of Your male slaves will look when it is completed. How many hundreds or thousands can it reach? How many categories of male slave will there be? i so far only included the suffix C, for “collared”. But there could be several other categories also.
It depends what use You and other Ladies of the House of Sinn might make of having different slave categories.
i imagined parties at Your villa where many of Your male slaves were attending to serve Your friends. Each slave wore a bar code on his forehead. The Ladies could use their mobile phones to scan any males forehead and instantly see all kinds of information about his service history, his previous Owners, his training history, his particular useful skills, etc. Maybe You own a slave who has the skill to write an app for smart phones, so the Ladies of the House of Sinn can access the whole database simply by scanning a slaves forehead. It is like a supermarket inventory control system.

This would be very useful and practical for the Ladies, and very humbling and dehumanising for the slaves.

Any male who is captivated by Your website, from anywhere in the world, could have the chance to apply for a UIN. He must pay a subscription for that of course, like the slave tax system of the OWK. he would get his UIN, maybe some sheets of temporary tattoos with the number and barcode. Maybe it can give an interesting dimension to Your HoS project? You, or Your slave administration of course, could send out orders to the registered slaves in bulk (blind copy) requiring them, for example, to send take a photo of their tattoo and send by return email, or any other test of submission. it should not of course take any of Your precious time – that is why You own slaves – but it might bring some interesting results and allow You to access some other revenue streams.

my Goddess, Your power is amazing, You should use Your slaves and harness their collective energy for Your own greater purpose. i can imagine that training male slaves is at times hard work, and finally You need only a few male slaves to serve You and take care of Your daily needs. But, my Goddess, You could easily harness many of Your clip buyers in this scheme and enslave them with minimum effort. You just give Your orders to the slaves who administer the Register of male slaves, and they handle all the communication and update of the database.

As for myself, the UIN which You have given me really has a strong effect. i wrote in on my (Your) body with a black marker pen, close to my chastity and will keep it always well maintained.

Maybe one day You will brand my body with this number, just above my chastity. The thought makes me tremble, Goddess. But it is Your power and majesty which plants the thought in my head.

Perhaps office type rubber stamps with the UIN number and bar code would be better and clearer.

Please, my Only Goddess, assist me with Your ideas so that Your slave can have the benefit of your guidance.

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my Goddess,
every night since Grand Passio i am sleeping with Your Panties over my face, fixed in place by my collar. The whole night, every night, i inhale the divine fragrance of Your Sanctum. i fall asleep reciting the mantra continuously, Your cock strains helplessly against its painful cage, and i know that i am totally and completely Yours. There can be no more resistance, no escape. Your control is far too strong. my only path is that of lifelong submission and obedience to You.

Of course You know that Your property is craving some temporary relief from the tyranny of the tension built up within me. But i know that a slave is absolutely forbidden to ask for that, that the punishment for such a request is always severe, and will anyway result in the extension of my chastity for a longer period. Only You, my Owner and Goddess, can decide when and how such relief may or may not be granted. i must simply wait and pray, concentrating on my submission and service to You, and one day Your mercy may come down to me. i am learning, Goddess.

i am thinking often of Grand Passio and of how You used me as a tray for Your food and drink. It was amazing and beautiful, Goddess, both as the tray and then with the mouth gag/ glass holder.
Especially the mouth gag is very humbling and objectifying. The privilege of kneeling before You, being able to watch You as You relax, marvelling at how natural it is for You to use male slaves like me, to feel and know the reality that i exist only to be of service to You.
The length of the mouth gag holder makes even a glass of wine quite heavy and it becomes quickly very painful for the jaw muscles and teeth. When You from time to time picked up the wine glass from the tray, the temporary relief of stress was so welcome, bringing a few moments of freedom from pain. Then Your knowing smile as You replaced the glass, bringing the pain immediately back. My knees ached, my back ached, the handcuffs gripping my wrists behind my back became so painful, my jaws ached more and more as i forced myself to keep Your glass level and still for You. my eyes worshipping You as i served You.

Truly, my Goddess, You are the most amazing and most superior Woman i have known or could ever imagine. my slavery to You is the most natural and normal thing. i was born to worship You, to work for You, to suffer for You.

Please summon me again soon to serve You. i long to feel agin the kiss of Your whip, and to clean the soles of Your boots.  Total surrender. Lifelong slavery.
i am completely Yours

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